Wednesday, August 17 | 3:44 PM
Hey, been awhile. Been a tough week for a petite little arsehole like me. Lewl. Couldn't care less, right? Yeap, that's what happened to a very stress-prone person like me. Tbh, I've been in this tight situation before. So tight that I just had to not-be-myself....
Well, of course... that was an ooooooold story. So old it might have died by now.
You know, due to the fact that I've been through hell. Alone. All this things felt empty to me. (not so empty, but still - well, you know) It's okay, it's okay. Im much tougher now, thanks to them assholes for making me feel like hell and thanks to the facts that those hellish experiences make me more.. somehow....... not the old me? I think..
And thanks to my family, they're always there for me. Yeah, I'm the only who coped my self up by not telling them anything. Duuuuuh, my bad - I know.
And thanks to Mr you-know-who, who opened me up. I mean not in a weird way but emotionally. Hey, he taught me how to see things differently using my own way. He taught me how to share things, doesn't matter whether its bad or not.
Tell me to appreciate people because I occasionally hide myself when I got sad. I mean, people are there to help you sometimes. People do care. Not all but.. some. Well, yeah. I don't think that way before. I always told myself that my existence may burden them or hurt them in some way I don't even know.
I'm not scared anymore. I trust them, him and myself.
He changed me.. and I allow myself to change - because of him.
Hihi.
